Time to do stuff. Now for one thing, when it comes to my remixes, i usually use a source like synthesia videos (ice cap was probably the only one i didn't use a synthesia tutorial for) for my melodies. For a while, i have been longing to make an avast your ass remix but yet no one has stepped up to make a synthesia for it.

Anyone know any tutorials for it? The reason why i dont want a standard just piano video is because then i won't have that much to play around with. Ice cap had many different melodies because that was from one that had a lot of melodies.

For a LONG time, i have been into a really weird fetish that i feel absolutely guilty for that i want to just get rid of. While at the same time, i am in to MLP: FIM. No not sexually, no not the toys. Just simple fan pics and episodes.

Now, my friend that i have been hanging out with for a while (like, YEARS!), i have told him about both of these weird stuff and he says i should get rid of them. Now, the weird part is, he finds mlp WORSE than my weird sexuel fetish.

Can you believe that? He would rather let me be a FREAK than embrass a childrens cartoon. Now the deal is currently on my situation, is it seems whenever i search up pony related stuff, i am LESS likely to go on e621 or something else that starts with an e.

I feel like i am close to achieving my goal. Usually i check up on pics for my fetish every day. It is so far been a week now since i last looked into it. But what about mlp? Well, my friend can piss off because it helped me get rid of something i hate that i feel terrible for. No more fapping to my weird fetish, I AM DONE WITH THAT!

(If anyone really wants to know what my fetish is, then send me a pm and i will tell you. Just try to be mature about it, ok?)

-CK

My friend recently learned that i was back on the ponies (i lied to him and said i didn't like them). He recently learned that when he saw my desktop backround. He was so angry at me and tried to convince me that ponies suck. It worked mainly because we are almost like best friends. We have been friends for like 10 years so far and i like hanging out with him as a friend. He somehow managed to convince me to delete EVERYTHING pony related. People faved on ng, people subbed on yt, and deleted pics.

I feel absolutely terrible for letting him convince me again. For now one, i still like them but i am going to hide it from him. That unfortunately meant switching my wonderfull wallpaper (see pic below) to some abstract backround. For now, i will keep them in the recycle bin (NOT emptying it) until i can find some other way to hide them.

I feel so terrible of letting him try to destroy my love for them. Can you ever forgive me?

-CK

Edit: Right after he learned, he checked my youtube account (he is a friend on yt) to see what i have faved. I have only faved one pony related thing so far on yt. There was something odd about him though when he clicked on it. He listened to it for a whole minute which is unusual since he would immeadiately close the video after 10 seconds of watching. It was this little jewel.

Sometime today, i was able to sneakly use my friend's sennheiser hd 203 and all i can say is.....if felt like my ears had an orgasm. I now rlly want a pair badly now except the nearest place that sells electronics doesn't have them.

Can you only buy them online because i have checked alot of places and they seem to be pretty rare?

Nobody cares. I sometimes wish i had some popularity so i could be noticed.

Forever alone...

I kind of wish people would review my songs more awesome or at least provide a reason why they would 0 vote. 0 voting my songs without telling what is so bad is like saying i suck terribly and they want me to stay that way.

how come everytime i hear this, it makes me think of rainbow dash flying through the air like a total badass?

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /96297

Ok now this is just getting scary. Not only have many messages with the hot teen downloads have showed up on a lot of peoples userpages, but there have been many reports of creepy stalker messages in peoples inboxes. Im surprised it hasnt happend to me yet but srrsly....

WHY SO MUCH SPAM ALL OF A SUDDEN?!

The annoying spam is back all over my posts now. I keep seeing ppl posting these hot teen videos. At this rate, i may need to ban every user if i have too -_-

check it out http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/12 50362/1